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Well. I can honestly say you were at least the first boy to never hurt me. To bad its over before it began.
this isn’t fair. all these fucking sophomores get to go to my prom with their dates and i don’t even get to. i dont want to go at all but i know if i dont ill regret it. i hate that i know ill see him there happy as can be at MY PROM. the prom ive been looking forward to since i was fucking 9. this isnt fair. i hate my life so much
Because you weren’t here this summer this fall when all i wished for was death. You weren’t here when i spent the night in a psych ward wondering if i’d ever see my so called friends again. you were never here. nobody was. i’ve surrendered to the truth that i’m worthless i have six different lives going on i’m a piece of shit and don’t deserve a second chance. i’m just praying i’ll live to graduate to run away from here and have a clean slate so i can finally. BE HAPPY. cause right now i’m the furthest thing from it. And i don’t know what to do to make me happy but nobody is helping, cause nobody is caring. makes me think i should stop caring. i’ll take care of myself and never let another soul hear what goes through my head. i’ll keep it locked away till the day i die or get locked away myself. I. NEED. TO. GET. AWAY. FROM. HERE.
I have panic attacks everytime i realize time has gone by.
Lifes full of regrets you can ignore them or learn how to avoid them.
i smoke to get high cause the world is so low
